I’m out there
What feels all alone
Oblivious to my surroundings
Looking for that safe place
Afraid of the unknown
Corrupting thoughts run through my mind
Then the physical symptoms start to roll
The fight is on to save myself
From the fear of losing control
Sweaty palms and shakiness
My heart starts to pound
I’m so scared I’m going to die or pass out
Every minute feels like an hour
Feeling a sense of derealisation
Seeing stationary objects move
Sensitive to any sound and light
My autonomic nervous system sends signals
Telling me that something’s not right
All of a sudden the fear has gone
And the symptoms start to decrease
Worn out from the physical and emotional turmoil
I think I’m ready for some sleep
Age 22
23/7/02
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- Harmony
- Hi, my name is Harmony and i would like to share with you my journey through life as i express my deep inner thoughts and feelings through the art of poetry. I have posted the order of my poems according to age. Starting from when i was nine years old, to the present. I update fairly regularly, so if you like them, be sure to come back for another visit. I hope you enjoy reading them, as much as i enjoy writing them:)
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